NUVVU NENU PREMA:
Hai
friends, nenu mee pritham, naa modhati kadha miku bore kotindhi anukunta nenu
aashichinuntha response raledhu, perledhu friends meeku oka kotha katha
cheppadaiki malli mee mundhuku vacha. Naa mundhu kathalane dheenilo aarthi
vuntundhi, sex vundadhu. Chadhuvuthara mari….
Naa
peru sreekar, medicine chadhuvuthunna, aandhumga vunta, chaala mundhi kannu
aarpakuda chusuthuvunde vallu andhuke antha confident ga chebhuthunna. Vadi
peru sirish M.tech complete chesi job trails lo vunadu. chala chala handsome ga
vuntadu 6feets height munchi physique. Kani nenu fair aythe vadu dark, ayna
maadhi great combination..! Sree, siri maa perulu kuda baaga kalisai kadha..!
Roju chat chesukunevallam, vadu yevo yevo questions aadigevadu, nenu naku
thelisi theliyaka yevo thingari javabhulu cheppevadini, tharwatha telisindhi
vadu aadigevi premaki jeevithaniki sambhundhinchinaa prashnalu ani kani nakem
thelusu eppudu pusthakalatho kusthepatte naku vati viluvaa. Neenu chadhivinaa
sahithyam, chusina cinemalu vadi prashnalaku javabhu chepevee anthe….
Naadhi,
vadidhi, Hyderabad aynaa nenu chadhuvukunedhi Bangalore lo so kalise aavakasham
lekunda poyedhi, koncham thirika dhorikinaa vaditho chat chesthundevadini
endhuko thelidhu vaditho chat chesinappudu vunde oothsaham vere vallatho chat chesinappudu
vundedhi kadhu. Inthalo naku exams aypoyayee college lo holidays eecharu, bag
sardhukoni night Hyderabad train yekka, manusulo yedhotheliyani excitement
bahusha vadini kalusthuna ani emo. Morning nannu pickup chesukodaniki daddy,
chelli vacharu. Station lo nadusthunantha cepu nannu yevaro chusthunnaru
anipichindhi, yevoo rendu kallu nannu gamanisthunattu anipinchindhi, ventane thirigi
chuttu chusaa yevaru leru. Hattathuga siri gurthochadu phone thisi chusanu
‘good morning sree’ ani message vundhi, adhi choodagane naa mokamlo chinna
navvu merisindhi, ventane message petta.
Nenu:
‘whr r u?’
Siri:
‘nee manasulo….’
Nenu:
‘ahaa… thelusa m in hyd’
Siri:
‘I knw jaanu’
Nenu:
‘hw???’
Siri;
‘nuvvu hyd lo aadughupettagane naa manasu chepindhi’
Yeela
maa chating sagipothundhi, intiki cherukunna. Mundhu anukunnattu evening
kalavadiniki ready ayya vadi favorite color blue shirt vesukoni vadu cheppina
place ki vellikurchunna. Malli udayam station lo kaliginaa same feeling start
ayndhi yevarivo rendu kallu gamanisthunnattu chuttu chusaa yevaru leru. Phone
theesi siri ki call chesaa lift cheyaledhu. Kasepu wait chesaa bore koduthundhi
already nenu vachi ardhagunta ayndhi vellipodham ani lecha, thirigi chusesariki
nannu chusthu moosi moosiga navvuthu naa venaka niluchunnadu. Vadini choosaaka naa
manasu gaalilo thelipoyindhi vadi navvu choosi choottu prapancham mayamavindhi.
Siri em matladatledhu nanne chusthunnadu naku vadi chuppoolu vaadiga
guchukuntunnai, kastha sigguga anipinchindhi. Kasepu vadi maatala kosam
edhuruchusaa vadu emi matladatle nanne chusthunnadu chivariki nene gonthu
savarinchukoni “emyna matladu..”
annanu.
Vadu
kurchilo nundi lechi naa cheyee pattukoni nannu pattukoni thana bike dagaraku
thesukeli bike start chesi, bike ekkumani saiga chesaadu, nenoo yekki
kurchunna. Bike chala speed ga veluthundi naa alochanaloo anthe vegamga
parugeduthunnai, ‘enti vedu emi matladadu, emi jaavabivvadu, yekkadiki
thesukelthunnadu, em chesthadu’ yeeve prashnalu, inthalo memu city outskirts
outer ringroad dagariki cherukunnam. Naku bayam modhalayndhi vadi mounam naa
bhayyanni penchindhi, aalage siri pakkane vunnadu kadha ani dharyam kuda
vundhi, bhayam dhairyam rendu ookesari vundadam oka strange feeling, aalanti
oka vintha anubhoothi ruchi chudam aadhe modhatisari. Siri yevaru leni chota
chusi bike aapadu.
Nenu
mounam ga nilchunna, siri naa yedhuruga nilchunnadu, thana jebhulonundi julabi
poovvu theesi, thana mokalla meedha nilchoni rendu chethulatho puvvunu naku
undisthu “jaanu I luv u, plz accept my
love” aannadu.
Naku
okkakshnam emi ardham kaledhu. Akkada jarigina vishayam naku ardhamchesukodaniki
naku rendu nimishalu pattindhi, naa anandhaniki aavadhulu levu. nakuntlonundi
neellu vachai entho prematho aa julabi ni andhukoni gundeku hadhukunna. Vadu
aalage naa jaavabhukosam yedhuru chusthunnadu nenu vadini jattiga
kougalinchukoni moodhu petta. Aa kshanam memu idharam kadhu okkare anna
feeling.
“SREE, I LOVE YOU” vadu
malli nanu gattiga hadhukoni cheppadu.
Nenu
vadi proposal ki javabhu cheppaledhu vadini yedhuru prashinincha “nenunte endhuku istam? Nunnendhuku
premisthunnav?”
“sree, jeevitham entho depressed ga vunna
samyamlo nuvvu parichayam ayyav. Nee sneham naku entho relief ichindhi, naa baadhalu
anni marchipoyaa, nee maatalu nako kotha hope ni ichai, nenu aadigina prathi
prashnaki nee jevabhu nenu anukunna dhanikanna unnathamga vundevi, nuvvu ante
gourav nundi, prema nundi, nuvvunte pichiga maraanu, yee janmaki nee prema isthe
chalu jaanu hai ga bathikestha…!”
Aa
matalo sincerity nenu chudaledhu, vadiki naa pai vunna prema chudaledhu, kani naalo
yedho thelini garvam praveshinchindhi. Aa kshnamlo kuda vadiki ‘love u siri’ ani cheppali
anipinchaledhu. Santhoshamga vadini hadhukunna. Naadhi vyamoham, vadidhi aaradhana mari prema….?
Hyderabad
lo vunna padhi roju entho anandhamga saaghipoyindhi, roju kalise vallam,
husharuga thirgevallam, shopping, parks, restaurants ani maakosame anukunnam. Maa
intlo, vadi intlo, terrace midha, parks lo, cinema lo, oori aavuthala, ekkada
veelu dhorikithe akkada maa pedhalaku pani cheppevalam, appudapudu sheriralatho
matladukune vallam. Okarinokaram entho aapuroompam chusukune vallam, mukyamga siri
nannu entho viluvyna manishiga treat chesevadu. Naku ninnu chodali
anipisthundhi ani ante chalu ekkada vunna naa kalla mundhu vaalipoyevadu, ninnu
chudalani vundhi ani aadharathrulu maa inti mundhu nilchoni phone chesevadu.
Nadhi abhimanam vadidhi anuragam mari prema…?
Naalo
praveshinchina garvam naa thalakekindhi. Hyderabad lo nadhi adhe cheevari roju,
holidays aypoyayee intlo nenu okkadine veltha ani cheppi siritho station ki
vachi train kosam wait chesthunna. Siri chala dullga vunnadu, nenu velipothunna
ani badhapaduthunnadu, nenoo vadini miss avuthanu. Kasepatiki vadi kallalo
thadi gamaninchanu naku badhesindhi mellaga vadi dagaraku jariganu, vadi cheyee
meedha cheyee vesanu. Vadu kallu thudchukoni cheppadam moodhalu pettadu… naa
alochanalu vadu cheppina dhani chute thiragguthunnai.
“Sree, niku naa gurinchi koncham cheppali,
neekante mundhu nenu okadini istapaddanu, entho preminchanu. Vadu nannu vadi
prathi awasaraniki vadukoni chevaraku vere vaditho vellipoyadu. Nenu
thattukolekhapoyanu. Suicide attempt chesaa intlo vallu chala kangaru paddaru
10days coma lo vunna, naa pichi pani valla intlovallaki 10lakhs appu migilincha.
Aa depression nundi bayata paduthunna samayamlo nuvvu parichayam ayyav nuvvu
naku god gift anukunna, nuvvu, nee navvu nee matalu nee alochanaloo prathidhi
naku chala baaga nachai. Nuvvunte aamithamyna istam modhalyndhi. Nenu
aadighinaa prathi prashnaki entho unnathamga answer chesevadivi, prathi kshnam
nee aloochanlee. Nuvvu Hyderabad vasthunnav ani thelisi naa manasu oovilurindhi,
rathriuntha nidra ledhu. Udayam aadigo aa pillar pakkana nilchoni nee raaka
kosam yedhuruchusa. Nuvvu train diga gane pattarani santhosham kaligindhi,
parigethukuntu vachi gattiga hug chesukundham anukunna, kani pakana mee vallanu
chusi nannu nenu control chesukunna….”
Naa
aloochanalu vadu suicide attempt chesadanna vishayam dagare agipoyindhi.
Inthalo platform meedhaki train vachindhi. Nenu mounamga naa bag thesukoni
mundhuku kadhila…vadu naa cheyee pattukoni api gattiga hug chesukunnadu. “Sree nuvvu lekunda nenu vundalenu, please
ippatikyna nee manasulo maata cheppu, okkasari I luv you cheppu..” antu
pradheyapaddadu.
Naa
manasu karagaledhu, naa alochanalu naa manasutho ekibhavinchatledhu. Gonthu
savarinchukoni rendu maatalu cheppi train yekkesaa. Vadidhi aavedhana, nadhi
aahankaram mari prema…..?
“Siri nakoncham time kavali, vache
nela naa birthday kalla naa nirnayam chebhuthanu….”
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Yeedhi
jarighi rendu samvastaralayindhi. Yee rendella kaalam naku enno paataalu
gunapatalu nerpinddhi. Nenu chesina prathi thappuku shiksha vesindhi.
Aaroju
vadini vadhilesi train yekkaka, naa aalochanalu aa ryilukanna vegagam
parigethai, vadu athmahathya chesukovadam, intlovallanu badhapettadam, yevadino
guddiga nammadam naku chala stupid ga anipinchai, nakosam yedavadam naku
pichiga anipinchindhi. Vadinundi dhooramga velladaniki nirnayinchukunnna.
Bangalore
vachaka melliga vadini avoid cheyadam start chesaa, vadi calls attend
chesevanni kadhu, okavela chesinaa visuruga chadhukovali ani cheppevanni. Chala
sarlu hurt chesanu. Messages ki reply ichey vadini kanu. Vadu emotional ga
matladevadu chala possessive ga behave chesevadu naku cheeraku vesedhi.
Verevalatho closega vunnattu photos dhigi pampevadini. Vadu vila viladipoyevadu,
aadhichusikuda naa manasu karughaledhu. O roju nanu emo annadani ani vall
friend ni baaga kottaduntta phone chesi cheppadu, naku chirethukochindhi life
nee serious ga thesuko, career lo settle avvu, nannu kadhu intlo vallani happy
ga vunchu, nee valla ayna appulu therchu, andharitho sariga vundu ani vaghuthu
class peeka. Vadini oka pichodilaa treat chesthu nenu chala psychic ga behave
chesaa, ledhu ledhu naa thalaku ekkinaa pogaru nannu aala cheyinchindhi.
Naa
birthday roju vadu call chesi wish chesaadu, em nirnayam thesukunnav ani
adigadu, nenu mounamga vundipoyaa, vadu rendu nimishalu line lo wait chesi cut
chesadu. Nenu aa vishayanni serious ga thesukoledhu. Rojulu gadichi poyayee naa
life lo nenu busy ayya. Kodhi rojulaku life lo yedho miss avuthunna feeling
kaligindhi, malli kothavallatho chat cheyadam start chesaa, prathivalloo naa
shariraramtho sneham korukunna valle kani naa manasutho snehaniki yevaroo
mundhuku raledhu. Naku yevaroo nachatledhu endhuko thelidhu siri ki call chesaa
switchoff vachindhi. Nenu inka vadini marchipoledhaa…..?
Yeelane
konni rojulu gadichai, okadu parichayam ayyadu prema annadu, pranam annadu,
nannu anni vidhala vadukunnadu, chivaraku nuvvu bore kottav annadu. Appudu
thagilindhi naku gatti dhebha okaa jeevithakalam saripada gunapatam. Naa
kallaku pattina pora tholigipoyindhi, naa loni garvam chachipoyindhi. Appudu
gurthochadu siri, naa siri, nakosam pranam iche siri, ventane call chesaa phone
switchoff. Nenu chesina prathi thappu naa kallamundhu kadhuluthondhi, nannu
chitravadha chesindhi. Nenu chesina prathi thappu nannu papam la tharumindhi.
Naamidha nake aasahyam vesindhi. Boruna yedhicha, yenoo nidhra leni rathrulu
gadipaa. Eppudu nenu emchesina naa thappulu saridhidhukolenu, naa siri
thirigiraadu. Roju devudini okate pradinchevadini siri nee okkasari
kanipinchela cheyamani. Vadu naku yedhurythe naa kannilatho kallu kadigi nannu
kshminchamani korukunevadini.
Okapati
aandham, aanandham nalo ledhu. Life lo yee santhosham lekunda saageepothundhi,
dhenimidha interest ledhu. Naa chadhuvu naku koncham relief ichindhi.
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Friends
balavantham meedha ooty lo jaarige medical camp vellanu. Nenu nisthejamga naa
panilo vunnanu. Konni Samvastharala mundhu nalo kaliginaa feeling malli nalo
start ayndhi, naa gunde laya perigindhi, aadhe feeling yeevo rendukallu nannu
chusthunnai, ventane naku siri gurthochadu, chappuna thala thirigi chusaa,
aakada vunna prathiokkarini gamanisthunna, naa gundello vegam inka thagaledhu.
Naa kallu vadini anweshisthunnai appudu kanipinchadu siri, naa siri,
yevarithono matladuthunnadu. Okakanta nannu gamanisthune valatho
matladuthunnadu, devuduki ennosarlu manasulo thanks cheppukunna. Pargethukunta
velli vadini hug chesukundham anukunna, kani yee mokam pettukoni vadiki yedhuru
padanu? theera yedhuru padaka nannu aasahyinchukunte yelaa? Edhi yedhuryna face
cheyadaniki ready ayya. Aalage nilchundipoyanu, siri ontariga dhorikevaraku
wait chesaanu. Kasepayyaka thanatho matlade vyakthi vellipoyadu, siri naku
sutiga naduchukuntu vachadu naku bayam vesindhi, aakadinundi pargethukelli dhooramga
oka chettukindha kurchunna, naa mansulo aalajadi valluntha chematalu, kantlo
dharapathamga neellu. Naakem ardhamkaledhu inthalo siri naa pakkaki vachi
kurchunnadu. Bayamga vadi mokamkesi chusaa vadi moham oka thelini prashathatha,
pedhavula chivarna sannati chirunavvu. Maari naalo enti aalajadi.
“yelavunnav sree?” nannu chusthu
aadigadu, mounamga thala vupanu, thala dinchukoni entho kastamga “I am sorry
siri…” annanu, ekkado loyalonundi vachinattundhi naa gonthu. Vadu thapiga
navesadu nenu thala yethi vadini chusanu.
“sorry endhuku sree, premalo sorry lu thanks
lu vundavani okapudu nuvve cheppavvu gurthundha? Ayna nenu
preminchinunthamathrana nuvvu nannu preminchalani ledhu kadha, kani naku aadhi
ardham chesukodaniki koncham time patindhi….kodhi rojulu pichodila vunna,
tharwatha nuvvu chesindhi corrct anipinchindhi, nannu career meedha concentrate
cheyaamani cheppina vishayam gurthochindhi, neekosam life lo settle avvali
anukunna, college lo lecturer ga join ayya first koncham kastamga vundedhi anni
barincha now am happy, parents kuda happy, yeepudu ninnu chusaa inka happy. Nuvvu
eedhe korukunevadivi kadha. Premunte korukovadam kadhu ivvadam ani nuvvu
cheppinaa vishayam eppudu naa mind lo vuntundhi sree.”
“ledhu siri nenu ninnu
premisthunnanu, kani aa vishyam chala latega thelusukunna, please nannu accept
chey siri life long nee bhanisala nee kalladagara padunta”
“nuvvundalsindhi naa gundelo ra naa
kaalla dagaraa kadhu, ayna nenu ninnu accept cheyalenu kanna…”
“endhuku siri, naa meedha inka
kopam poledha?”
“kopama? Nee midha naku preme
thappa kopamledhu kanna, ninnu thirigi accept chesthe inthamundhula
preminchalenu inthamundhula vundalenu. Kani nuvvu matram eppudu naa gundello
vuntav niku naa manasulo oka goppasthanam vundhi sree. Bye kanna take care.”
Aamata
cheppi aakadinundi lechi vellipothunnadu siri, nenu venaka nundi gatiga
cheppanu oka maata, vadu okappudu thapinchipoyinaa maata, nanunchi aashaga
yedhuru chusina maata.
“SIRI, I LOVE YOU, nuvvu naku kavali.”
Aa
kshnam nundi, prathi nimisham, prathi roju, prathi saari, phone lo message lo,
facebook lo prathi chota vadiki ‘I love you’ chebhuthune vunna. Naku nammakam
vundhi vadu nannu yedho oka roju accept chesthadu ani. Nadhi prema vadidhi
prema, mari prema ante…?
Premunte nammakam, adhe prema sree siri
ni kalapalani manasaraa korukundham…
mee
Pritham Raaga…..